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Jul. 21st, 2012 01:15 pm Ah. That's better.
Hello, everyone. My laptop seems to have made a full recovery and I can begin posting once more.
Though, I cannot bring myself to be too happy, unfortunately.
During the time when I had no other way to amuse myself, I managed to finish the bits of Les Miserables that concerned myself and Marius. Yes, even the chapter that was mentioned last week. It was very difficult and took quite a long time, but...I did it.
And I remember all the better for it. I cannot say if this is a blessing or curse just yet.
But, something bothers me.
I could not finish the entire book. The chapters after...the barricades were far too painful to read. Why is it that I give my life for Marius, and yet, I am never mentioned again? Or any of us! All of us...we died for a reason, so why is it that this reason is never bought up once more?
Did Marius forget me so quickly?
...I apologize. But it does distress me, especially going on to read of Marius and Cosette. He loved her very much, and it is obvious why he did so. She was...and probably is beautiful, kind, rich and everything that I am not.
And I am feeling rather lonely now.
It is going to rain tonight.
Hello, everyone. My laptop seems to have made a full recovery and I can begin posting once more.
Though, I cannot bring myself to be too happy, unfortunately.
During the time when I had no other way to amuse myself, I managed to finish the bits of Les Miserables that concerned myself and Marius. Yes, even the chapter that was mentioned last week. It was very difficult and took quite a long time, but...I did it.
And I remember all the better for it. I cannot say if this is a blessing or curse just yet.
But, something bothers me.
I could not finish the entire book. The chapters after...the barricades were far too painful to read. Why is it that I give my life for Marius, and yet, I am never mentioned again? Or any of us! All of us...we died for a reason, so why is it that this reason is never bought up once more?
Did Marius forget me so quickly?
...I apologize. But it does distress me, especially going on to read of Marius and Cosette. He loved her very much, and it is obvious why he did so. She was...and probably is beautiful, kind, rich and everything that I am not.
And I am feeling rather lonely now.
It is going to rain tonight.
